At least 5 people in the world love you so much that they would die for you.
— kim jongin —
I could spend every minute of my miserable life right here in your arms and I'd probably still miss you.

What I am
t r y i n g
to say

the love
is ours
to make;

so we should
make it.
She is the master of my fate and the captain of my soul


sooyoung’s struggles in trying to feed sarang her own handmade banana pudding

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Everything sounds nice but if I take a closer look at it——- Ahjussi? Look at me again, Jongin-ah. I might be old but I’m not even close to being an ahjussi. {‘he crosses his arms in front of his chest, pretending to be indignant by his words.’} But I’ll gladly accept this application. You have the job, young boy. 


 Did I say ahjussi? You must be hearing things, ahjussi. I said nothing of the sort. -reaches out to unfold your arms, slowly shaking my head with a playful grin- Old? I beg to differ, why you look about as youthful as me. You wouldn’t be able to tell the age difference between us. Look at me, already fulfilling my best buddy duties by giving you a boost of confidence. You’ve made a wise choice and you won’t regret it, I promise. Maybe.

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Jongin. [‘echoes you thoughtfully before his smile widens.] I’m Riley. How’s your day going?

-purses my lips in thought, slowly shaking my head as a smile surfaces- Not too bad, actually. I passed out kind of early last night and slept for longer than I expected so I’ve got nothing to complain about. How’s your day been so far?

(I work the floor at an independently-owned menswear store. The owner, my boss, spends a lot of time at the shop, and tries to keep prices as low as possible to help our city’s large homeless population get good job interview clothes. A clearly homeless man is wandering around the store. The other patrons are giving him looks.)
Customer: “Excuse me, sir?”
Me: “Yes, ma’am?”
Customer: “I think you may want to call security. That… bum over there, he keeps feeling the suits and muttering to himself. I’m just sure he’s planning to steal one.”
Me: “Well, ma’am, I think that’s quite unlikely.”
Customer: “Oh, come on, you know how they are! I mean, I’d keep an eye on him even if he wasn’t homeless!”
(The homeless man in question happens to be Hispanic.)
Me: “We don’t discriminate here, ma’am.”
Customer: “Well, I’m sure the owner would want to hear about this!”
(I give in and call him over. The customer explains her concerns. As a black man, my boss isn’t happy with her racism, but agrees to talk to the homeless man.)
Owner: “Excuse me, sir, are you finding what you need?”
Homeless Man: “Well, not really. I’m hoping for something versatile in a dark or navy wool, but most of the options in my size are cut American style instead of European, which fits me a little better. Not to mention they’re all pinstriped, which I really don’t have the build for, you know?”
Owner: “I… yes, I understand. I think we may have some options over here, if you’ll follow me. How did you know all that?”
Homeless Man: “Back before I lost my job, I used to be really into this stuff. I’m not looking for anything fancy, just something I can use to look good for a job interview later today.”
(My boss helps him find something he likes, and comes to the counter with him. The suit is priced at $87.)
Homeless Man: *digging in his pockets* “Hang on, I think I’ve got enough.”
Owner: *to me* “Take my card. I’m buying it for him.” *to the homeless man* “Here. The suit’s yours, on one condition. After your interview today, you come back and apply for a job here too. Got it?”
Homeless Man: “I… oh my God, thank you. Thank you so much.”
(Two years later, that formerly-homeless man is my manager, and has a little girl with his new wife—the owner’s sister.)

baekhyun close-ups

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[ iii. ▶ jongin and sooyoung. ]


[ x ]

Though his posture and expression combined appeared confident, Jongin was wary of the rejection the two might face. His gaze flickered back as Sooyoung’s did the same, briefly watching the diverting vehicle before hearing the employee complying with their request, to his surprise. In an attempt to keep the scheme going, the male part his lips to say something but halted at the sight of his girlfriend eager to give a response. The way both her arms fit snug around his bicep caused his lips to curl in the form of a foolish grin. Her eyes could barely be seen beneath her lashes until she’d peered upwards for a glance in his direction. Jongin watched the drive-thru worker jot their order down on the cash register, voicing the cost shortly after. Reaching into his back pocket, he’d managed to grab his debit card without unfolding his wallet. 

Alright, your order should be ready at the next window.

The female mustered a faint grin, peeking her head out the window for a view of the cars lined up behind the couple. As the flustered employee did damage control, the two walked ahead in a nonchalant manner, unhurried by the queue just inches from their every step. Urging Sooyoung a bit closer, Jongin leaned over to whisper while struggling to keep laughter contained, “I love you.” He’d pressed his lips to her temple while waiting on their incoming order, embedding a quiet laugh into her skin before the sound of an expectant male clearing his throat caught his attention. Jongin accepted the milkshake with a gratuitous smile before nodding over at the open window. “And a good day to you, sir.”

artist: The Weeknd
song: Or Nah (remix)


you fill my heart with
soft citrus that gently
neutralizes in your sugar-filled
mouth—we create
love-labeled wine and I
could get drunk off the taste
of your tongue for ages.
I’ll dance on your tastebuds,
we’ll add up our
components and divide them
until we can { feel } the love
where our bodies fail us,
but we must remember that
a l c o h o l is not a base.

my heart has a habit of
losing itself between
your fingers and tying itself
behind your back.

"i’m crystallized
(‘cause) you’re mine:
kaleidoscope love.”


Joan Rivers on the Ed Sullivan Show, 1967 (x)


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